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The Diary pt. 1
06:14
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I – Monday
Dear diary, It´s Monday night
Today, my sixth birthday, all seems to be right.
But I saw my mother, dropping something on daddy´s food.
He ate it all and fell asleep, and he hasn´t woke up yet
II – Tuesday
Dear diary, now I understand
My father is dead, he will never awake.
Today I can only feel sorrow and pain.
A thought arises inside of me which I can´t contain.
III – Wednesday
Dear diary, another day is gone
His final rest, I´ll never forget, No.
His presence was my peacefulness
my calm and my tranquillity
and now disorders disrupts my mind
over and over again
IV – Thursday
Dear diary, I cannot destroy all my fears,
I´m dying inside
I cannot sleep, I cannot breathe, I cannot live anymore.
I think my mother is not,
an innocent person at all.
V - Friday
I'll not grow
I will never love
She comes for me
I will not live
These are my
last words for you
She's climbing the stairs
I reached my end
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All in
05:14
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No escape! My gun aims to your temple
Such a bloody way to take your filthy hands out of my life
I won't back out. You harmed me enough. I'll shoot. I'll shoot. I swear that I'll shoot
And reach my goal. I've left no evidence
The perfect crime wipes away your meanness from Earth
Over and done. There's no other way. I shot. I shot. I remember I shot.
No! Your silhouette still wanders around.
Unnaceptable sight to behold.
That I will stubbornly reject
For this beautiful world where you're dead.
Your dreams merge with vigil and thus
You can't guess if you shot that day or not
My breath keeps freezing. Like you'd never left this place
I see my friends torn apart by the shape of your hands
And reach their end. Your laughter and stench permeate the scene
like a poltergeist, and I believe
There'sanother explanation.
An accident, a false correlation, some details I missed... I remember I shot
No! Your silhouette still wanders around.
Unnaceptable sight to behold.
That I will stubbornly reject
And seek for the truth amongst shades
Your silhouette shall be encaged
And mitigate the pain inside
Those are the pillars on which I'll raise
This beautiful world where you're dead.
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3. |
The new angle
06:02
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Condemned to relive, the same loop of events;
a familiar silhouette falling through the quiet dusk.
A blinding light burning my dreams down,
distorting every thinking, every little belief.
Sometimes it's easier to delete it,
and every concept connected to that taint.
Cause I won´t find a way to live again
to free my mind to leave this dream behind me.
Through the new created vision,
the shapes of outside instantly changed.
An old dimension harassed by recurrence,
deleted from my mind.
Once primary, now relevant,
infected by a tragedy, now the 'y' is faded away.
Lost, all perspectives.
A missing letter.
Cause I won´t find a way to live again
to free my mind to leave this dream behind me.
I don´t know why I can´t explain it but I feel alright
in delusion, I rest.
Something is wrong, the world has changed.
This is not my life, neither a dream.
I don't want this way, I just wanna come back,
to my real existence, despite the consequences...
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4. |
The point of no return
06:33
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The sun is shining although it´s rainning
I never look around.
Spend the days alone in the big wheel
Please let me live in the innocence
Let me...
Reality is here
Now you have to see who you are
You'll stay here, look at that window
That id the other side of you
That is not me
(Yes, it is you)
I´m still alive
(No, you are dead)
I want to live in a world with no pain
My tears are dry
(You have no hope)
My heart is cold
(It's like a stone
You must arrive to the point of no return)
Behind the window I see her crying
Praying to forget...
She wants to start a life with no sorrow
Escape into oblivion, forever in a dream...
Forever...
Look at the grave, It's your end
You killed yourself, you disappeared
Now you can't face up what you did
You must choose, truth or lie
That is not me
(Yes, it is you)
I´m still alive
(No, you are dead)
I want to live in a world with no pain
My tears are dry
(You have no hope)
My heart is cold
(It's like a stone
You must arrive to the point of no return)
Now I see the blood in my hands
I can hear the cries in the night
There´s nobody waiting for me
It´s my time to die
(It's your time to die)
You have accepted your destiny
The void of death is waiting for you
Lost souls must cross the river and never return
You have arrived to the end
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Memories erased
03:41
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Your life, is gone, and you don´t mind at all
Just sit, and wait, the death of sun all days
The world has become a no sense place for you to live
Refuged in your cage waiting for someone who wakes you up
No faith, no hope, thoughts placed under control
You go, insane, just want this come to an end
You will have never thought that your life, will be like this
Anesthetized and numb you´ll stay, until you reach the end
Memories Erased!
I am wonder why I find myself lost in my life
So long ago I used to have an awaken mind
Now that all is gone I buy a gun to kill the time
Thinking to myself there´s no escape of this despair
I´m falling apart
I remember nothing
Reality must be undone
Memories Erased!
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6. |
Lost to reality
05:45
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Winds, whispering predictions,
lies that have already been fulfilled.
A star that will never die.
Buildings that tremble before the
expectation of the angels.
Angels, watching us fail.
Expressions aging,
over the centuries.
Souls migrating to an
ancient world
Follow a tear, until you see it's course
evaporate. Twisting the aspect of time.
Follow a dream, until you see it's inception
disappear. Twisting the aspect of time.
Escape until you see turn your trace
in a desire.
Touch the floor to feel your own son.
Observe the strokes created by the
naivety of the wisest.
Throw stones to the river,
toughts that will never be forgotten.
Follow a tear, until you see it's course
evaporate. Twisting the aspect of time.
Follow a dream, until you see it's inception
disappear. Twisting the aspect of time.
I'm the rain that I can't find now,
and the line that drown my eyes.
Clock of ending Hours, I bury you into illusion.
Vaporize, ghost of guilt, I won't change the fate.
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7. |
Threads of life
07:14
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As life emerges, as a dancing spirit,
flowing with the wind that He created.
One realizes, life has never been a fact,
just ropes on the air, made with leather of gods.
A drop of hope brought the air, nothing on a betrayal storm.
One wants to go, one wants to wait.
Only one fate for both.
A secret refused to be seen or
a certainty that doesn't sleep.
A recurring whisper that reminds you that
you're here to fade.
They all will cry when they see the threads,
but then, just opt to climb or stay.
Persence has turn a doubt.
As death interferes, as a beginning process,
all the words you said will start to be erased.
You realized, life has never been a moment,
just facts you created to invent a sense.
Souls are just regards, wich die with us.
Words that will be burned by time.
Ash vessel buried by oblivion,
with our purpose, died.
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8. |
The Diary pt. 2
08:44
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No! I can´t see
I'm standing in an ocean of darkness
Did my mother kill me?
I'm not sure she did
I can't feel my legs
I can't open my eyes
Is this what being dead looks like
I don't know!
I think i'm starting to remember
But still some memories are hold back
Something led me into this unconcius void
Was it my mother? Was it someone else?
A light, appears, high
I'm starting to percieve
the voices that sorround me
I cannot tell if they are real
but I think I´ll soon be awake
I can see it now
I look at the reflection in the mirror
Whose are these eyes I see through?
I can't recognize what's on the other side
Whose is these mouth I speak through?
Who is this woman staring at me?
Whose is this body in which I'm trapped?
Am I still six years old?
Whose is this mind in which I exist?
(You're not who you think you are)
My mind is not my mind, is not my mind, is not me
My life is not my life, is not my life, is not me
Your life is a lie!
Remember, you stupid girl
you killed your father so long ago
you said it was an accident
but no one would ever believe
You've been locked in this hospital ever since
talking to me the voice inside your head
you denied the guilty for so many years
but your fake world is now fading
Reality is just a matter of perception
why can't be my world as real as yours?
How can you know that you aren't the ones who sleep?
how can you know what to believe?
What to believe?
No! I refuse this world!
Condemned to live in this reality I did not choose
I think it's better to go back to sleep
Maybe this time I'll find in dreams the peace that has been declined
I may not wake up again, and this is the end of the diary
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9. |
Sunvoid
07:16
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I, feel that this place
holds a part of me.
Vacuum in my eyes,
they took them away from me
I'm awake, but I just remain asleep.
I would say,
this place is in my own mind
but no, I feel it,
I feel this void world.
I'll decay for eternity.
This place consumes me.
Swig my soul and help me vanish.
Your soul is dust, of decayed memories.
Wake up and rise, it's time to end The Sunvoid.
I'm rotten, and I won't redeem.
You drank my soul, now it's time to close the circle.
My time is ending,
by pices, I get rid.
I'm ready to begin
a new cycle.
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