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Through the Dazzling Illusion

by Sunvoid

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1.
I – Monday Dear diary, It´s Monday night Today, my sixth birthday, all seems to be right. But I saw my mother, dropping something on daddy´s food. He ate it all and fell asleep, and he hasn´t woke up yet II – Tuesday Dear diary, now I understand My father is dead, he will never awake. Today I can only feel sorrow and pain. A thought arises inside of me which I can´t contain. III – Wednesday Dear diary, another day is gone His final rest, I´ll never forget, No. His presence was my peacefulness my calm and my tranquillity and now disorders disrupts my mind over and over again IV – Thursday Dear diary, I cannot destroy all my fears, I´m dying inside I cannot sleep, I cannot breathe, I cannot live anymore. I think my mother is not, an innocent person at all. V - Friday I'll not grow I will never love She comes for me I will not live These are my last words for you She's climbing the stairs I reached my end
2.
All in 05:14
No escape! My gun aims to your temple Such a bloody way to take your filthy hands out of my life I won't back out. You harmed me enough. I'll shoot. I'll shoot. I swear that I'll shoot And reach my goal. I've left no evidence The perfect crime wipes away your meanness from Earth Over and done. There's no other way. I shot. I shot. I remember I shot. No! Your silhouette still wanders around. Unnaceptable sight to behold. That I will stubbornly reject For this beautiful world where you're dead. Your dreams merge with vigil and thus You can't guess if you shot that day or not My breath keeps freezing. Like you'd never left this place I see my friends torn apart by the shape of your hands And reach their end. Your laughter and stench permeate the scene like a poltergeist, and I believe There'sanother explanation. An accident, a false correlation, some details I missed... I remember I shot No! Your silhouette still wanders around. Unnaceptable sight to behold. That I will stubbornly reject And seek for the truth amongst shades Your silhouette shall be encaged And mitigate the pain inside Those are the pillars on which I'll raise This beautiful world where you're dead.
3.
Condemned to relive, the same loop of events; a familiar silhouette falling through the quiet dusk. A blinding light burning my dreams down, distorting every thinking, every little belief. Sometimes it's easier to delete it, and every concept connected to that taint. Cause I won´t find a way to live again to free my mind to leave this dream behind me. Through the new created vision, the shapes of outside instantly changed. An old dimension harassed by recurrence, deleted from my mind. Once primary, now relevant, infected by a tragedy, now the 'y' is faded away. Lost, all perspectives. A missing letter. Cause I won´t find a way to live again to free my mind to leave this dream behind me. I don´t know why I can´t explain it but I feel alright in delusion, I rest. Something is wrong, the world has changed. This is not my life, neither a dream. I don't want this way, I just wanna come back, to my real existence, despite the consequences...
4.
The sun is shining although it´s rainning I never look around. Spend the days alone in the big wheel Please let me live in the innocence Let me... Reality is here Now you have to see who you are You'll stay here, look at that window That id the other side of you That is not me (Yes, it is you) I´m still alive (No, you are dead) I want to live in a world with no pain My tears are dry (You have no hope) My heart is cold (It's like a stone You must arrive to the point of no return) Behind the window I see her crying Praying to forget... She wants to start a life with no sorrow Escape into oblivion, forever in a dream... Forever... Look at the grave, It's your end You killed yourself, you disappeared Now you can't face up what you did You must choose, truth or lie That is not me (Yes, it is you) I´m still alive (No, you are dead) I want to live in a world with no pain My tears are dry (You have no hope) My heart is cold (It's like a stone You must arrive to the point of no return) Now I see the blood in my hands I can hear the cries in the night There´s nobody waiting for me It´s my time to die (It's your time to die) You have accepted your destiny The void of death is waiting for you Lost souls must cross the river and never return You have arrived to the end
5.
Your life, is gone, and you don´t mind at all Just sit, and wait, the death of sun all days The world has become a no sense place for you to live Refuged in your cage waiting for someone who wakes you up No faith, no hope, thoughts placed under control You go, insane, just want this come to an end You will have never thought that your life, will be like this Anesthetized and numb you´ll stay, until you reach the end Memories Erased! I am wonder why I find myself lost in my life So long ago I used to have an awaken mind Now that all is gone I buy a gun to kill the time Thinking to myself there´s no escape of this despair I´m falling apart I remember nothing Reality must be undone Memories Erased!
6.
Winds, whispering predictions, lies that have already been fulfilled. A star that will never die. Buildings that tremble before the expectation of the angels. Angels, watching us fail. Expressions aging, over the centuries. Souls migrating to an ancient world Follow a tear, until you see it's course evaporate. Twisting the aspect of time. Follow a dream, until you see it's inception disappear. Twisting the aspect of time. Escape until you see turn your trace in a desire. Touch the floor to feel your own son. Observe the strokes created by the naivety of the wisest. Throw stones to the river, toughts that will never be forgotten. Follow a tear, until you see it's course evaporate. Twisting the aspect of time. Follow a dream, until you see it's inception disappear. Twisting the aspect of time. I'm the rain that I can't find now, and the line that drown my eyes. Clock of ending Hours, I bury you into illusion. Vaporize, ghost of guilt, I won't change the fate.
7.
As life emerges, as a dancing spirit, flowing with the wind that He created. One realizes, life has never been a fact, just ropes on the air, made with leather of gods. A drop of hope brought the air, nothing on a betrayal storm. One wants to go, one wants to wait. Only one fate for both. A secret refused to be seen or a certainty that doesn't sleep. A recurring whisper that reminds you that you're here to fade. They all will cry when they see the threads, but then, just opt to climb or stay. Persence has turn a doubt. As death interferes, as a beginning process, all the words you said will start to be erased. You realized, life has never been a moment, just facts you created to invent a sense. Souls are just regards, wich die with us. Words that will be burned by time. Ash vessel buried by oblivion, with our purpose, died.
8.
No! I can´t see I'm standing in an ocean of darkness Did my mother kill me? I'm not sure she did I can't feel my legs I can't open my eyes Is this what being dead looks like I don't know! I think i'm starting to remember But still some memories are hold back Something led me into this unconcius void Was it my mother? Was it someone else? A light, appears, high I'm starting to percieve the voices that sorround me I cannot tell if they are real but I think I´ll soon be awake I can see it now I look at the reflection in the mirror Whose are these eyes I see through? I can't recognize what's on the other side Whose is these mouth I speak through? Who is this woman staring at me? Whose is this body in which I'm trapped? Am I still six years old? Whose is this mind in which I exist? (You're not who you think you are) My mind is not my mind, is not my mind, is not me My life is not my life, is not my life, is not me Your life is a lie! Remember, you stupid girl you killed your father so long ago you said it was an accident but no one would ever believe You've been locked in this hospital ever since talking to me the voice inside your head you denied the guilty for so many years but your fake world is now fading Reality is just a matter of perception why can't be my world as real as yours? How can you know that you aren't the ones who sleep? how can you know what to believe? What to believe? No! I refuse this world! Condemned to live in this reality I did not choose I think it's better to go back to sleep Maybe this time I'll find in dreams the peace that has been declined I may not wake up again, and this is the end of the diary
9.
Sunvoid 07:16
I, feel that this place holds a part of me. Vacuum in my eyes, they took them away from me I'm awake, but I just remain asleep. I would say, this place is in my own mind but no, I feel it, I feel this void world. I'll decay for eternity. This place consumes me. Swig my soul and help me vanish. Your soul is dust, of decayed memories. Wake up and rise, it's time to end The Sunvoid. I'm rotten, and I won't redeem. You drank my soul, now it's time to close the circle. My time is ending, by pices, I get rid. I'm ready to begin a new cycle.

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released February 16, 2017

Recorded, mixed and mastered by Eloi Pascual at Breaker Studios
Produced by Sunvoid
Artwork by Irene Saíñas
Logo by Eloi Pascual
Music & lyrics by Sunvoid
Keyboards endineered by Eloi Pascual


Sunvoid are:

Eloi Pascual - Drums
Lucas Roca - Bass
Jose Casal - Guitar
Jairo Daponte - Guitar
Laura Zapatero - Keyboard, vocals
Dimas Arias - Vocals

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